I know that a lot of my posts can come off as angry, depressing, and negative, and they to extent should. No one should have to go through what I have had to go through, and as a transgender lesbian who identifies as otherkin my communities deserves so much better. That being said I feel like my life has really gotten back on track. The summer break has helped me realize that though there are many things that won’t change right away and that I cannot change that I am doing my best and that I should enjoy life rather then being everywhere at once, and in a constant state of anger and sadness. I have a lovely new girlfriend and have planned out a plan of attack for next year and surgery. I’m sorry for not having posted for such a long time, but I am finally at the point where I have the time and energy to really post again. I love everyone who has been their for me and together we can change the world for the better.